summer again.. Entry posted by Blossom May 29, 2010 367 views Share More sharing options... Followers 0 i got my summer holidays today so noww im stuck at home for 3 whole months with ykw.. GREAT. I hate summer. Report Entry
Blossom 3 Posted May 29, 2010 Report Share most of today was ok. i met up with one of my best friends in town and we had tea. it was nice coz i don't get to see her that much anymore. she's going to scotland for the summer though | she's leaving toooomorrow. but i think i might be going over to visit her when i get my holidays from work. ) Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted May 30, 2010 Report Share i-feel-like-crap (really anxious and kinda claustrophobic-ated. i have no space at home like i did in college. i just want to hide but i can't coz there's nowhere to hide ( ykw is starting to get to me again. nothing i can do about it. just listen.i feel scared of bad things that could happen but they mightn't really happen so what's the point in being scared? i want to stop feeling it but i can't. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted May 30, 2010 Report Share i'm going to visit my granny today coz she's not well. she's just getting really old and they think she'll die soon. i never really get to visit that much anymore coz i'm usually in college during the week and then in work at the weekends but i have today off. when i was small i hung out with her eeeeeeevery weekend ) i'm a little scared. i do want to see her but i know it will make me upset to see how old she has got ( oh well.. i don't ever want to get old. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted May 30, 2010 Report Share i'm just back. that really sucked. everyone's getting old and i don't like it. >(first me and daddy went to visit my granny and grandad. really really really old. then 2 of my aunts came and it was really uncomfortable coz i don't think they like me. then after 2 hours me and daddy went to visit my other aunt and uncle coz my uncle has cancer and isn't very well right now ( he has had it for over 3 years now. it's really sad coz i used to stay over in their house all the time when i was small | now they're both really depressed and all they talk about is death and dead people and stuff like that all the time. | but WHATEVER. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted May 30, 2010 Report Share bedtime. i dunno if i want to sleep or not but i suppose i should.. | maybe tomorrow will be better ( Quote Link to comment
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Blossom 3 Posted May 31, 2010 Report Share i'm awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake..........................! Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted May 31, 2010 Report Share and she keep saying mean stuff to me. she keeps telling me i'm fat. Quote Link to comment
smallstar 83 Posted June 1, 2010 Report Share hey blossom, sorry you're feeling lonely , that is an awful feeling Hope tomorrow is less lonely. Quote Link to comment
finding my way 277 Posted June 1, 2010 Report Share These guys wanna play, blossomy! Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted June 1, 2010 Report Share thanks starrrrrrrrrrrry i hope it's better too )ohhh they're sooooooooooooo cute finnnding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ykw woke me up early this morning >( to unpack all my stuff that i brought home on friiday | i don't like it >| Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted June 1, 2010 Report Share ii feeeel like i'mm floating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted June 1, 2010 Report Share hey star-star! uh huhhh but.....................it's just connfusing.... Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted June 2, 2010 Report Share my feelings are really confused today ( i'm a little sad and i've been getting mini-panic attacks all day. i went for a walk and that helped for a little while. i think it's coz i feel so claustrophobic-ated here. i have no space. the only time i get to be on my own is when they're all gone to bed like now. at least when i was in college i could go to my room whenever i wanted and noone would disturb me | ykw wasn't too bad today. she was worst yesterday. i feel too alone sometimes ( it's weird coz i say i want to be on my own but then when i am i get lonely | i keep forgetting to breath aswel. Quote Link to comment
finding my way 277 Posted June 2, 2010 Report Share this may look like fancy nose picking, but it is a yoga breathing technique! Hope you have an ok day, blossomy... Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted June 2, 2010 Report Share hey findding thannnks!! that's funnnnny Quote Link to comment
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malign 669 Posted June 2, 2010 Report Share Aw.Ginger people need to wear sunscreen.Gingerbread people don't. Quote Link to comment
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