I don't know how
This the first time writing on a couple of days. Things seem to be far less a roller coaster ride and am just feeling shitty all the time. I think I need to sleep better and I am trying, but it eludes me. I am achy almost all the time now. My guts are off and I feel ... I don't know how I feel.
I started to write yesterday and stopped, because of this. I don't really feel lonely, but I do feel alone. I feel defeated, not in the sense that will curl up into a ball and surrender, but just ... blah.
I am not being clear, because I don't know. My anxiety is back. i feel a bit better when I talk/write/chat with to people, but it doesn't last.
I am still trying to focus on accepting, but it seems to no longer work, but I won't give up. I don't know how.
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