today was um...
well i was called into the guidance department today, and was questioned about a variety of things including how i felt, how things were at home, and how i was feeling at school.
she seemed eager to help me, and i could tell she was struggling with the information i was giving her, i know she is only trying to help. I spilled everything basically that i felt comfortable sharing, and watched as she made careful notes about everything, feeling scared almost to the point of numbness throughout the entire process of being there.
in the end, i said that everything should be considered with me instead of what they felt would be in my best interest, and there was a lot of tension in this decision, because i could tell she wanted to do everything all right now.
i hope she doesn't go ahead with her own plans, thinking it better to do so then wait and work out details with me first.
it was a very ineffective time i think, but that may just be my own personal bias.
im not sure how to express my feelings right now, but this song comes pretty close right now.
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