i wish i could disappear. Entry posted by Blossom January 24, 2010 448 views Share More sharing options... Followers 0 .................................... Report Entry
smallstar 83 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share hey blossom, what's wrong? Why do you want to disappear?I hope you're okay today. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share hi starry. because i'm stupid and a waste of time and space. Quote Link to comment
smallstar 83 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share oh, what happened?(and, you are not, but I know you don't want to hear that) Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share nuthing:(it's just the truth.i'm sorry for being a bad friend. Quote Link to comment
smallstar 83 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share well, it's not the truth, and you're not a bad friend.I hope you feel better soon blossom. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share i don't know why i feel so worried. i'm not worried about anything in particular i don't think. the feeling is just there and i can't get rid of it. i feel as worried now as i did the week before my art had to be handed up and that makes no sense. i wish i could just forget about everything and i wish every feeling inside me would go away. tomorrow morning i'm going to visit my old college. i'm a little scared about it. i'll finally get to meet the girl who stole my name:(i'll probably come home sadder than ever and i'll start missing everyone.i wish i could just relax and let all the bad feelings out but i can't:( Quote Link to comment
smallstar 83 Posted January 24, 2010 Report Share hey blossom, this is probably me just being stupid, but why don't you skip the visit? You already know it's just gonna make you sad so why go? Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share you're not being stupid. that would make sense. i just know if i don't go visit i'll regret it and i hate regrets. i really miss everyone there so it'll be good to see them, just sad at the same time. Quote Link to comment
smallstar 83 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share yeah, I understand, it just seems to me if it is going to hurt you so much to go, maybe it's not worth it.But I understand why you would want to go.I hope you at least enjoy your time while you're there. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share i did enjoy it. i was sad at the same time though. i didn't want to leave. i don't know how but it made me feel motivated again just by being there. then me and my friend got the bus back to town and went for coffee and talked. i miss doing things like that. then we just hung out for a while. then i came home and ykw made me feel bad again and now she won't let me visit my other friends in college tonight. i was supposed to be going to a birthday party but never mind. now i am sad again i'm crying because everything is a mess. how can i fix things when everything is so negative? Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share i fell asleep and had a nightmare.. Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share But it's still daytime!Must've been a daymare.You okay? Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share uh huh.yeah.i'm turning over a new leaf i think. Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share What kind of leaf is it?I'm partial to maple leaves, myself. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share it doesn't matter as long as it's a leaf.. any kind will do! Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share Okay, then: what's on the other side of it? Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share positive stuff and no negative stuff..! and sparkly things! Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share Ooo, sparkly! :-)It sounds like a really nice leaf; I hope you can keep it turned this side up.But remember you're a human, too: no one's sparkly all the time. That's what friends are for. Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share well, i havn't really found this leaf yet.. it's just a plan.all my friends are sparkly too! Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share Mmm, well, at least for myself, I can tell you that although I do try, I don't always sparkle ...Sounds like a good plan, as long as you really want it. {That's how I describe my own efforts: I believe in sparkling, I just don't always manage it.}And once you decide, there are leaves everywhere! :-) Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share i wanna be like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly!!!! Quote Link to comment
Blossom 3 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share i just did an IQ test and it says i have a higher IQ than albert Einstein and hilary clinton and george bush! Quote Link to comment
malign 669 Posted January 25, 2010 Report Share You're already a ... LadyBlossomBug!Um. Did they say how many points to subtract if you believed them? :-)I'm teasing, sweety. Many famous people don't test very high. It's more, what you do with what you get. You can be a terrific butterfly, no matter what IQ you have. Quote Link to comment
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